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My Broken Wings In The Air!!
Was Bithcing At:Friday, January 19, 2007 @ 10:27 PM

I know this will not remain forever
However it's beautiful
Your eyes and hands and your warm smile
They're my treasure
It's hard to forget
I wish there was a solution
Don't spend your time in confusion
I'll turn back now and spread

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My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Higher and higher in the light
My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Across the sky and just keep ON flying

Cannot do measurement pain and the measurement which is not possible the flow of the time when
Trying probably to bury everything
Even then it is felt in me
As for those where it falls from the sky not to be the rain, [te]…

Did I ever chain you down to my heart
'Cause I was afraid of you?
No and I couldn't hold any longer
Love is not a toy
Let go of me now
The time we spent is perpetual
Our future is not real
So I'll leap into the air

* Repeat

As for those where it falls from the sky as for that not to be the rain, [te]…

yeah love this song!!!its called broken wing from the original soundtrack of Trinity Blood!!!yeah!!

so funny!!!i dreamt dat i marry my indian friend Arivin!!!wakaka!!!he propose t ome in skul wif a flower n erm......we went to this room dat is filled with matches!!!!there was like a big match on the groung n he lit it up n the whole room juz brightened up!!!wow!!nice then there was this really big weddin cake he lit it n gave the match to me n while i lit it up he juz ran away!!!!i was stuned!!!i tried lookin for hi but i saw 2 couples tryin to steal sumthin!!!then i woke up!!well....im still confused why he ran away but its more like erm..........he juz vanished!!!!wow!!!weird dream!!!!!haha!!he calls me Miss Universe for wat oso i forgot!!!

well.....i dun think i shud be angry or have a grudge on 'Nora Danish' though.........coz everyone loves her!!!well...i guess i shud juz let go........i guess i shud juz let go of him...........dun think we would be together!!now i know dat the mith dat goes like this isnt true!!"ppl dat always fight will be together in the end!!"i guess dats really juz a sayin!!!i would be fine man!!!hmm........im still fine wif him not talkin to me anymore since he went to dat pure science class......i felt sad!!i almost wrote a letter to him sayin dat i was sad dat he dn talk to me n we were not like we used to be as close frenz as he put it!!but i really think we are bestfrenz......but i guess he dont......i guess he thinks dat rosa is the 1st one he take care of!!!!he never call me anymore!!!i guess he only calls me when he is bored or dun have any onther gurls to talk to!!!my life sucks!!!my love life sucks even more dats y i love the song above!!!its like talkin bout me!!!especially the chorus,its like i still can go further n go through all this problems but when can i stand it????i really dunno..

a few days ago my ex smsed me......its like he wanna talk to me but still dun wan!!!he saidhe will chat wif me the next day but he did not!!!!its like if he dun keep to his promise then DUN EVEN SMS ME!!!!MOFO!!!urgh!!!!kay!!!!dats all for 2day!!!owh i have a wallpaper of Trinity Blood!!

Lazy ass!!
Was Bithcing At:Monday, January 1, 2007 @ 4:07 AM

urgh!!i have tried to write a blog this few days but i always end up being lazy!!!so i dun finish it so tonite im making a point to write this fcukin blog until its done!!

so yesterday was new years eve i went to church as usual then went home,watch a lil tv,went out to sit wif my parents,got scolded from my sister then i went up to sleep!!when it was at nite like dat.....my sister woke me up n asked me to cook but i was not my turn so i was like upset le!!!so i cooked,n my dad told me dat someone is comin to our house!!so i was like ok.......so i helped in the kitchen n fiona always ask me to fine this find that......it sucks man!!urgh!!n when i helped dad out side i was okay....then when i walked into the house,on the way to the kitchen,i heard my sisters talkin bad behind my back i juz sat at the stairs there listenin to wat they said!!it was really heartbreaking!!a tear came down my cheeks but i juz went up n wipe my tears......when i came down...i heard my sister still talkin bad bout me n she told my mum "u see la call her now!!"then my mum called me n i went to the kitchen,my sister asked my older sister where is the essential oil so she said is in her room some where then my older sister asked me "fel u go n find la!!"n i was really pissed but i kept cool oni............i was really sad...........i smsed jash but he din reply me...........evil!!!i needed a fren but he was not there for me so i smsed alwin!!at least my 'cousin' is nice......so my cousins came to my house n celebrated n we heard the fire crackers!!i drank JD(Jack Daniels) n coke mix together!!!alcohol is nice!!!it is my bestfren!!haha!!so all of us hugged one another!!my niece hugged me!!n kissed my boobs like WTF!!!haha1funny n before dat she said i was beautifuk wif my earings n jewlry n she touched me all over!!!omg!!!she is only 6 or 7 years old!!!i felt weird!!!i keep playin wif her youngest sister dat is 3 she was so quiet but when they took photo she was happy n bising like hell!!!haha!!i have her pic somewhere....i took on dat day!!!

so cute!!!her name is Ariel or Amanda!!one of it le
hehe!!:P i dun wanna go back to skul!but i still wanna go back coz can meet frenz!!this holidays is damn bored le!!i dreamed alot of dreams last nite!!omg!!i dream dat i went to skul irfan keep on pullin my bag....n dat me n jash was in this locked room n dat he helped me by sayin dat he did all those in the room.....n let me ran away......n there is one more..........i arrived at a house then i told the uncle dat i forget sumthin at home then he ask this guy to carry me!!(??) so i said okay le......then we sampai this house dat is so not mine so i saw this gurl dat was wearing a baju kurung,she asked shud she wear uniform or baju kurung!!then i said baju kurong n the guy said uniform......then we got into this car,i was suppos to sit wif the gurl but she sat at the back wif the guy n i felt jealous.........then i was like wtv la....then we reached this house....they have kenduri then he was sitting wif dat gurl n i was sitting alone....he lloked at me n my eyes started to be watery so i walked out of the house......wiping my tears he tran after me i turned back n said..."do u like her??u either pick her,or me...."so i juz stomp off he juz stand there.....i went to a playground n juz sat there.......cryin my eyes out!!!weell.............in the end he came n apologize!!hehe!!then my mum woke me up!!!ARGH!!!potong steam la!!!owh!!on saturday i went to visit my god father in the hospital!!i ttok a photo in the car!!:Pactually i took alot of photos but i send this one to my email add from my phone!!its really expensive u know!!!sending mms to email!!!for a better view go to my friendster!!:P

Oh!!
~my new years resolution is erm
~to study hard in form 4 n 5
~make 'u' be mine!!well if someone else dun get u 1st!!eg...a gurl dat i always say look like Nora Danish!!or,the gurl dat have ur pic wif her on friendster!!!wanna compete wif me??bring it on BITCH!!!wakaka!!
~read the bible pray everyday!!
~slim down more more more!!!
~but a nice shoe wif my own money
~dun let my parents down
~get a job in October
~be nice to everyone!!:Pespecially jash!!
n erm...........................................hope i sit wif him!!if i sit wif someone else!!!it would be a bore!!!:Pkay!!nitez!!!
yay!!at last i finished my blog!!!OMG!!