urgh!!i have tried to write a blog this few days but i always end up being lazy!!!so i dun finish it so tonite im making a point to write this fcukin blog until its done!!
so yesterday was new years eve i went to church as usual then went home,watch a lil tv,went out to sit wif my parents,got scolded from my sister then i went up to sleep!!when it was at nite like dat.....my sister woke me up n asked me to cook but i was not my turn so i was like upset le!!!so i cooked,n my dad told me dat someone is comin to our house!!so i was like ok.......so i helped in the kitchen n fiona always ask me to fine this find that......it sucks man!!urgh!!n when i helped dad out side i was okay....then when i walked into the house,on the way to the kitchen,i heard my sisters talkin bad behind my back i juz sat at the stairs there listenin to wat they said!!it was really heartbreaking!!a tear came down my cheeks but i juz went up n wipe my tears......when i came down...i heard my sister still talkin bad bout me n she told my mum "u see la call her now!!"then my mum called me n i went to the kitchen,my sister asked my older sister where is the essential oil so she said is in her room some where then my older sister asked me "fel u go n find la!!"n i was really pissed but i kept cool oni............i was really sad...........i smsed jash but he din reply me...........evil!!!i needed a fren but he was not there for me so i smsed alwin!!at least my 'cousin' is nice......so my cousins came to my house n celebrated n we heard the fire crackers!!i drank JD(Jack Daniels) n coke mix together!!!alcohol is nice!!!it is my bestfren!!haha!!so all of us hugged one another!!my niece hugged me!!n kissed my boobs like WTF!!!haha1funny n before dat she said i was beautifuk wif my earings n jewlry n she touched me all over!!!omg!!!she is only 6 or 7 years old!!!i felt weird!!!i keep playin wif her youngest sister dat is 3 she was so quiet but when they took photo she was happy n bising like hell!!!haha!!i have her pic somewhere....i took on dat day!!! so cute!!!her name is Ariel or Amanda!!one of it le hehe!!:P i dun wanna go back to skul!but i still wanna go back coz can meet frenz!!this holidays is damn bored le!!i dreamed alot of dreams last nite!!omg!!i dream dat i went to skul irfan keep on pullin my bag....n dat me n jash was in this locked room n dat he helped me by sayin dat he did all those in the room.....n let me ran away......n there is one more..........i arrived at a house then i told the uncle dat i forget sumthin at home then he ask this guy to carry me!!(??) so i said okay le......then we sampai this house dat is so not mine so i saw this gurl dat was wearing a baju kurung,she asked shud she wear uniform or baju kurung!!then i said baju kurong n the guy said uniform......then we got into this car,i was suppos to sit wif the gurl but she sat at the back wif the guy n i felt jealous.........then i was like wtv la....then we reached this house....they have kenduri then he was sitting wif dat gurl n i was sitting alone....he lloked at me n my eyes started to be watery so i walked out of the house......wiping my tears he tran after me i turned back n said..."do u like her??u either pick her,or me...."so i juz stomp off he juz stand there.....i went to a playground n juz sat there.......cryin my eyes out!!!weell.............in the end he came n apologize!!hehe!!then my mum woke me up!!!ARGH!!!potong steam la!!!owh!!on saturday i went to visit my god father in the hospital!!i ttok a photo in the car!!:Pactually i took alot of photos but i send this one to my email add from my phone!!its really expensive u know!!!sending mms to email!!!for a better view go to my friendster!!:P Oh!! ~my new years resolution is erm ~to study hard in form 4 n 5 ~make 'u' be mine!!well if someone else dun get u 1st!!eg...a gurl dat i always say look like Nora Danish!!or,the gurl dat have ur pic wif her on friendster!!!wanna compete wif me??bring it on BITCH!!!wakaka!! ~read the bible pray everyday!! ~slim down more more more!!! ~but a nice shoe wif my own money ~dun let my parents down ~get a job in October ~be nice to everyone!!:Pespecially jash!! n erm...........................................hope i sit wif him!!if i sit wif someone else!!!it would be a bore!!!:Pkay!!nitez!!! yay!!at last i finished my blog!!!OMG!!