Music = My Hero.

halloween party and after party aka photoshoot!:P

2009-10-30T23:34:00.000-07:00

meow!:)
its been a looooooooong time i have not blog man!:)
lookbook.nu make me think of it!:P
hehe!:) so here are some pictures from my halloween part last nite!:)
my first even!:)

ian n i:)

muax muax!:P

Cleopatra!:)

and my 'photoshoot' at home!:P

Last week i went to sing along aka karaoke!:P
my first time too!:P
haha!:S im such a noob!:P

that will be all today!:)
chows!:)
love ya!:)

after a long vacation from my bloggie.

2009-08-30T09:08:00.001-07:00

erm..how do i start?
sorry i have not updated my blog!
:S so this past few weeks was so boring..more like..lonely.
i think?
hmm..i wish my life would be like the movies.
and i feel that im not happy inside me..
u know like empty..
some ppl dont need other ppl to be happy.
but i think i need someone there by my side then i can be happy.
someone that i can tell everything inside..
hmm...someone i could be me when im around with..
someone dat would be with me thru anything..
someone that is not a malay...
truthfully speaking...i miss my ex..he was there when i needed help..
but coz of our religion...we have to break up..
it has been 5 months now...i still miss him.but i dont think i love him..
well..
tried to hook up this jangka masa..
but i guess guys are just player....refering to my previous post..i know his friend and his friend did the same thing to me..
but still make like nothing happen oni..
well...u know what they say!trick me once shame on you,trick me twice,shame on me!
why do i have to meet guys like this?
i like a guy in class..
but...we dont even talk that much..
and we dont even know anything bout each other..except for our names..

another thing...
i ALWAYS have to fake a smile when im sad..
coz..
well,when im sober,i am normally hyper active..
and when im just sad a lil..ppl will ask me,what happen?why?why?why?
its like "what?i cant be sad is it?im human oso kay!!"
hmm....

wish someone was here to hold me tight..
being single to me is really hard!
i know to other ppl is really easy and they love it!
but i think they just say single is better so that they feel better for themselves!
:(
hmm...
for me...single is hard coz i dont understand my feelings..when someone does sumthing nice to me..
i always interpret it differently..
i will instantly think that someone likes me. and i will jump to conclusions!
:(
sad life rite?
like so desperate like that..
mayb coz my ex already have a gf rite after we broke up?
i dunno..
mayb that affected me.

secondhand serenade really cure the pain!
or mayb adding to the pain!:(
anything la....i love to listen to them.

today,no one msges my phn...i feel like i dont exist!
like..no one wanna care for me to msg me even!
:(
mayb coz im not important!:)
they only call me when they need me..
i guess thats life rite?
life sucks like shit!
mayb this is why i was so emo last time!:)
i was emo u know!:P
i always wear black and all.
mayb thats the cause?
i think la.
i dunno..
i dunno anything!:)
my fav word is i dunno and mayb!

i love to read post secret!:)
so that i dont feel so sory for myself..

today's post is all about my sorrows..
all about me being sad!
so ppl,i can be sad too coz i am human!KAY!

ARGH!

2009-06-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!!!!
im soooooo fucking geram rite now!!
ok,today i was online,then my dad took the laptop from me,
then he gave it back,he said "Wah,all ur frenz in yahoo malay ah!(sarcastic/hint hint)"
I was like.."frenz oni ma.." and he showed me the yeah right face!!like WTF man!!
I ALREADY BROKE UP WIF MY FUCKING MALAY BF (which is currently ex) COZ OF THEM AND NOW HE SAY LIKE THAT!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!GERAM LIKE HELL!!!

another thing happen over the weekend!soooooooo argh!!!
ok here goes..
lets call this guy (O)..
ok so i was msging O and i asked why he din come to class dat day then he said he was at his hometown or sumthing then i said "i miss u,u know!" then he said oh,i miss you too!ill come everyday next week just to see u!:)
fel:...Aww!i love u!:)haha!:P
O :...i love u too
Fel:i love obama(thats what i call him)!
O :oh...u love obama,dun love me la?
Fel:eh,i love obama and i love you la!:)
O :oh,i love you too!:)
Fel:yay!:) now we couple!:Phaha! soo lame!

in msn pulak...

O :hey syg!:)
fel:halo!:)haha!
O :eh,wanna go out on tuesday ka?but no meaning behind it la?
fel:oh,dating ah?i wan i wan!:)
O :ok!:)cool!can i have ur pic ah?i wanna put in my phn.
fel:can!:)
(sends 1 pic)
O :eh?one oni ah?
Fel:ya la!:)why u wan 1 album of me ah?
O :can oso?:P
(send 2 or 3 pix)
O :thanks!:)eh,you like to take pix ka?
Fel:yeah!:) why?
O :you look pretty la!:)
fel(blush):aww!thanks!:)
O :i like u!:)you are so lively and funny in class!:)
fel:aww!thanks!:) but some ppl dun like me coz they say i am loud!:(
O :nvm!if they cant accept u,i do!:)
fel:aww!so sweet la!:)
O : u like me ka?
feL:yeah!your so funny and hensem!haha!:P
O : i where got hensem?
fel:got la!:)eh,ur at home kan?where ah?
O :Banting!:)
Fel:owh,got waterfall there ah? ooo i like the beach too!:)
O :got beach!:) next time ucome home with me la?i bring you to the beach,the romantic spot there!:)
Fel:oh,ok!:)

(after awhile,he intro me to his friend (F))

F :hey!:)
fel:halo!:)
O :F this is felicia!:)
fel:halo F!:)

(they talk about both of them are hensem and the Romeo in school last time..)

F :eh,fel do u have an gf dat u can intro to me ah?
fel:got!nahi give u her number!XXX-XXX XXXX
F :oh!thanks!:) u have her email or not?
fel:have!!nah!xxxxxx_xx@hotmail.com
F :owh!thanks!:)
fel:u owe me big time man!!
F :what you want in return?
fel:i wan...An IPHONE!:)
O :oh,die la you!
f :aiyak,cannot la!why dont i ask O to love you?
fel:oh,no need,he love me oredi!:)kan kan?
O : yeah syg!
fel:hehe!:P

(F left the conversation and left O and fel)

Fel:meow!:Phaha!
O :hehe!eh,if our relationship dont work out we become frenz yeah?
Fel(blur):eh,we are together oredi ah?O.O
O :just kidding la!We are frenz la!:P
fel:oh..imso blur!!:P
O :yeah!ala!We will ALWAYS be frenz la!:)frenz is better!:)
Fel (sadly typed):yala!:)

(sleep sadly listening to Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar)

Monday aka today.

Was stupidly excited to go to class..and my earphone one side rosak oredi!
then when i went to class,he was weirdly attentive to me..but not soo la..
just more than before..but a lil more oni.
then he came next to me and quietly said
O :hey,i cant go out 2moro la..
fel:oh..ok..( i knew this shit is coming!)
O :im going back to banting coz my hostel is haunted
feL:oh ok...(stupid alasan!!)
O :haunted wo...ur not scared meh?
fel:ok oni..
O :why you look so down?
fel:(u guess?!bitch!)......
(O walks away..)

(fel walkes out of class,he was there )
O :eh,why are u so under the weather?
fel:its so hot!*thinks again*(why did i just say that?!)

During Business Studies..
(0 was joking around,fel looks back)
O :ngooooorr!!(thats what he call me..)
fel:yeah?
O :(moving his lips)I love you baby
fel:*giggles in confusion coz didnt really understand what O just said*
(fel looks infront)

GOing back time
(fel was walking down,O was standing at the steps)
O :bye Bah!
fel:ah?owh me!sorry!bye!
(fel talks to gorgon!then walked back to LRT station wif frens!:))

well,that is what happened!:) more like..how i remember it happen!
so...yeah quite fucked up la!
I LIKE HIM LA KAY!!
NAH I SAID IT!!
argh!!
my sis says i should not like him coz his not christian!
i was like..oh..ok...

meow!

2009-04-25T10:40:00.000-07:00

hey its me again!

woohoo..

well,not so latest news is that im single..

broke up just a few days b4 our 1 year aniversary and im hurting in side!

woohoo too me!

blah..

things have change after finishing high school..

to me,the changes are negative not positve.

i have lost contact with some of my frenz..

they now have their own friends to take care of but i guess that is life ritE?

and the fact that i dun really spend time with them adds to it too.

about my break up,everything seems to remind me of him!

its like the world is attacking me!!

argh!!

fuck the world la!

i try to go to college closing my eyesbut i just cant!

everyday atleast 5 things will remind me of him!

benci benci benci!!

i went out wif arvin that day!:)

so fun!

went to buy my guinea pig that died a day after i bought it!:(

i called it vinny!:)

coz of arvin!

i like arvin!haha!

*blush!*

if he didnt like that gurl,mayb i would like him!:)

haha!

but he have someone in his heart already!

and and and!

i just found out that he got no license!

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha!:P

Sulaiman is one of my bestfrenz now.

i always msg him!:)

we care bout each other like bestfrenz!:)

but we dun hang out together..

too bad!:)

i bought him a drawing guide book and drawing book and pencils for his bday!:)

but he had a suprise party today!

not as fun as my present..

but atleast his happy!:)

i love suprise party too!:)

but i never had 1!

Carly is one of my ex.

his my bestfren now too!:)

his in NS.

miss him la!

his coming back on 8th march i think?

yay!can meet him in Sunway!

coz he lazy go to kl..

his the only one that was with me whn i broke up!:)

altho i know he likes me..

mayb dats y he was with me whn i broke up?!

ah!!

who else yeah?

oh ya!

Abi!:)

abi was msging me when i wanna break up!:)

she is always there!

i <3>

haha!

i cried when i msg her but i didnt say that!

but now oso we are not that close coz of our school and college..

so yeah.

wanted to go for a swim but i went wif my sis and mum that day!

so next time la yeah?

AH!(new topic)

u think,some ppl just tak sedar diri u know?

one guy have a gf,but he still go and care and be concern about a girl!

adeh...pls la!if u have a gf,dun la go and layan a STICK thin gurl dat is flirting with u?!

some ppl i tell u!

then the STICK pulak one,

dah la body like a stick,then boobs is small,no ass,

like tak pernah sampai puberty jak!

then wants to be the center of attention.

i tell u,she tell ppl dat she have cirit birit when thay are eating!

then tell everyone that the guy she is flirting with din even wear underwear when they were chatting on msn!

please la!

to much info!

then she always tell about herself.

when ppl say they kena accident,

she oso say she kena!

then ARGH!!

such a bitch!!

hate her!

OH WELL!!

(new topic)

im going to buy a DSLR next month!!

which is less than 4 days?

yay!

i dunno weather i should buy

SONY,Canon or Nikon?

but the nikon is the baby one la!haha!

not the pro dslr..

i still dunno what to buy..

I love LIL WAYNE!

that was random!:)

wee!

OH ya!

i miss kissing!:(

when can i kiss again?

*kiss with the mirror for now*

haha!

i fancy a guy in college!:)

his chubby boy!:)

hehe!

funny too!:)

but he dun really talk to me..

his in the cool group!

hehe!:P

there is too many indian's in my class!

they are funny ppl!:)

but sometimes too noisy when i wanna study!

OMG!

i forgot to do my Business Studies homework!!

die la..

2moro i have my very first driving class at 5pm..

dun wanna go..

Very Expired Vietnam Trip!:Phaha!

2009-04-18T12:07:00.000-07:00

Vietnam trip!:P

Beer!:)
yummy!:P

They have this shops along the road which peaple can rest!:)it said that every lunch time,workers are suppose to sleep at lunch!:)
So Fun!!:)

Vietnam 3 Star hotel!:)

Vietnam Beer!:) 333!:P

Seafood restaurant!:)
Ngok!!haha!

Vietnam Coffee!:)
yummy!
Yogurt Ice cream!:)

cute cute name!:)

Forgot what church is this..
some France church la..hehe:)
nice interior tho!:)

Expired Lip Balm!haha!:P
since the War man!:)

Vietnam's cendol!:)
so nice!!:)

mcm la tak pernah tgk selipar!haha!

Vietnam ice cream!!haha!Yam!:)

Chu chi sticker!:) if u loose it,u kena shot!:)haha!

the entrance to the tunnel!:)
so small!

Tribute to mann!!
sorry can buy it was too expensive for me!:)
hehe!

Handmade by OKU's!:)
nice rite?

Very sour orange juice and Mango ice blended

Vietnam Restaurant!

The number 1 hang out crib in Vietnam!:)

Me Hotel!:)

wee!!!I <3 Vietnam!:)
yay!
ha!
Abi!!i update oredi!:)

1 week's Activity!!

2009-03-20T09:24:00.000-07:00

Monday

Stayed at home all day??:P

Tuesday

Went to Sarrey's house to bake her mum's XX(cant tell her age,later kena marah!:P) Birthday Cake!Coconut cake i think??the filling was supper nice!:P
like the indian's coconut candy!:)
yummy!!:P
The 'witch pot'(inside joke!) of the coconut cake fillings!:)
hehe!:)Cake in the hot hot hot oven!:P
hehe!

Later, we ordered Dominos!:P
while we were waiting for the 'handsome' delivery man,
we made chocolate chip cookies!:)
yummy!!
Hot out of the oven!!:)

then i went home!:)
happy and FAT!hahaha!

Wednesday

Went to watch Race To Witch Mountain with sar and her family!:)
her bro belanja all of us:) so sweet!:P
the funniest part of the whole movie was Sar!!haha!
sar was covering her eyes like all the time!!even tho it was not a horror movie!!!
like soooooooo funny!!when i laugh ,she hit me pulak!!
when the alien suddently appear,automatically,her palms will be stick to her eyes!!hahaha!:P
funny!
annoying part was,there was ALOOOOOOOOOOOT of children,behind me,the kid was kicking my seat...like ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then another funny thing happen was,most of the ppl in the cinema was malay so there was this particular guy that was funny...normally malays will read the subtittle rite?
so this was what happen...there was this funny scene then we all laugh..after the subtittles came out..then he laugh!!haha!its so funny!
not that i have anu grudge on any malays kay??
im totally fine with malays!:)but this guy was freaking funny!
my sis told me this story and she was in the same cinema as me!:P
haha!
but she was with her bf!:P
THEN!!!!!
i went home....haha!:P

Thursday

Woke up EARLY!!!
then i went for the bangand 6 hours driving school talk...the amali talk they call it!:)
saw a cute guy!:P
haha!
malay!:) no chinese dat was nice looking over there!
except for Puss's hudband!:P
hahahha!(in joke)
then i went to Ikano to buy my new Vampire/wampire(in joke too!:P) book!!Of all things,the main character is named Poppy!!like wth!!
one auntie at my church,call dogs poppy!!hahha!:P
so poppy(dog) got bittem by the vampire!!ahhhh!!!!!!!!!
Then i ate out but while i was about to sit down,my abdomen was sooooooooooooo painful!i tot it was my tight belt but after tooking it off,it still hurts...my mum said mayb because i didnt eat the whole day or coz i had period..so i was like okay..
wtv..
then i went home,took bath,change then i wanted to be obsessed with my NEW book!!
when my dad called me to go for Church's Worship practice...
such alooooooooooooong day..but still i did go!:)
and came back and sambung my fetish!:)
hhaha!if its called a fetish?
:P

Friday/Today.

today....i woke up at 10 i think?then i went to the gym..
did the bicycle thing then another work out that was for the butt and arm?
then did the dumbell 8kg..my hands almost break!!
then i did the machine which is for ur calf or thigh...then my sis and i went home..we had no money to pay the deposit for the towel so we didnt bath there...had to go home and bath..then after that,mum and i met up with dad and ate at hard rock!:)
yummy Jumbo Combo!:)
hehe!
then after that we went to Sogo and buy some skin care coz Sogo is Very2 generous in giving discounts and vouchers!:P
then walked around,mum bought a polo tee then we went to buy ice cream that was actually cream..coz it was only 1 buck..brand name?King's...
sucks!!
then we were early for dad so parked the care at the side of the road b4 KLCC..
then i took some pix...
more like 2 only..hehe!

hehe!:P
then my sis had 3 free tix to Disney on Ice so......HEHEHE!
i went wif my parents!:)
my hand phone was stupid so my pix was not that nice..so here they are..

was suppose to be Mulan!:P

Ariel's Crab!:P i forgot his name!:PSleeping Beauty!:)
Cinderella!:)

Closing!!:P
all the 'Princesses' ice skating!
came late so missed out on some performance!
was fun tho!:)
but pop corn was RM 10!!
for a small box!!
and now im blogging!:)
wallah!
dats all!:)
nite2!:)
tata!:)
thanks for reading!:)

<3 songs!:)

2009-03-16T10:34:00.000-07:00

Ciara - Never Ever.

Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

Ciara

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya
Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be
But I can't help this jealousy
Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep
Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

Baby, I can't help but fantasize
Wondering what it might be like
You and I sound so right
But I'mma let it go tonight, Ain't nothin'
Coverin' my eyes
Ain't gotta see it more than twice
I get it, I got it
Baby, baby

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
(Girl you better listen)

Young Jeezy

Alright, alright, alright, okay...
I see ya point, I must admit
I grind, I grind, I grind all day
This paper's what I'm trynna get
Now normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel vision
And if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya television
And there go Young, I said there go Young, you trynna get it did
Just know I gets it done, she love the I cheat
She love the way I move, I sho, I show up to her
Shows wit bout 100 goons
Its black this, black that
Black card, black flags
I really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags (ha ha)
808's & heartbreak,
State troopers & interstates,
Giving me a bad vibe,
Guess I'm just a bad guy

Ciara

Throw yo' hands up in the air
If ya know he love ya
Tell the DJ play this song right here
If ya know he love ya
Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step
If ya know he love ya
It don't matter if you by yourself
If ya know he love ya

Enjoy :)

im back?

2009-03-14T10:30:00.000-07:00

i hanvent been writing alot this few...
months?
lets start with my day today shall we?
well,it started of me,waking up late and i had to send my sis to sunway piramid
then go to sunway college for their open day..
after sending my sis,i was hungry so mummy and me
drove to the a dodgy food court,then went to sunway college,too a personality test
turns out,i am a sosial person?haha!:)
anyways...went to taylors after that..
the course fee was EXPENSIVE!!
but bumiputera have 30% discount!:)
and if u get PTPN,it will be cheaper!
so,went to pick daddy,ate roti kertas that was 3 plates long and cost rm5!!
well,wtv..my parents paid for it..
oh,i cooked spaggy all by myself today!:)
hehe!:P
was watching Futurama when my fren(S) msged me..
first,he asked me if i am free on the 20th and wanted to go out with me..
after i said yes,he said there is another gurl coming as well,
i havbe no grudge against ppl frm high skul but i have moved on
and i just wanna leave dat life behind..
so back to the story,that gurl is in my skul now in form 2..
which SPM leaver will go out with a form 2 from ur ex shchool?
come on man!!
so i said i said i will ask abit to come too then he said then he will be the only guy there!!
then i said eventho i dont bring abi, he STILL will be the only guy there!!
(what does he think now??that i am a guy?!)
so..im kinda pissed coz he ask me out coz he want me to teman him
to go out wif this...KID!
which he likes!:P
haha!
on top of that he ask me to go out coz his fren that hehave in mind to ask first is
busy working..
im ALWAYS the 2nd choice...
y?y?y?!!
anyways....my bf is not msging me ...
i dunno y?
kinda lame to have a bf like dat rite?
woohoooo to me than....
sometimes i feel that this is not real?
more like a movile bf..
most of the time we will just msg...
and msg..
and msg...
after 6 months then we will go out..
so f-ing lame...
i understand that he is studying in Kuching and only can come to KL
on his semester break but stil...
life sucks!!
and now..
after he went back to KK..
i fell dat his soooo busy with his BMX and his frenz and his family..
like msg me can be put on hold for a few hours..
hmm...maybe thats how it works rite?
no one can pay attention to me only 24/7...
rite?
but wtv la..
i wil just be sad2 now..
chows!

dreadful day yesterday!

2008-12-16T22:28:00.000-08:00

it started with yesterday morning..
when i woke up,i saw my whole leg and arms filled with red spots like some nyamuk bite..
then as time goes by,it got worst..
it was like a big big big big patch of red!
but refuse to go to the doc...who knows i have some kind of penyakit!!!!:S so i just sapu some Camomile lotion??i dunno what does it called!:Phaha!
so the whole day i wore this long sleeve shirt and 3/4 pants!surprisingly,it was not hot or uncomfy!:P
it was nice..haha!:P
but my bumps got bigger anyways...
so at 12 am my parents brought me to the doc and i was JABBED!!!!!!!!omg!!
when they jabbed the liquid inside u it was like some poison going thru my ass' blood stream!!shit damn pain!and before that the doc ask me to relax but he pat my back with suck roughness,how can u be relaxed whn practically a stone is patting ur back while ur pants is pulled down and exposing ur ass?omg..
i cant even sit properly!
haha!:P
but i got a Chocolate Sunday from McD!:D
happy child!:P
haha!:P
so i woke up this morning and it is alrite already!:P
haha!

15/12/2008
Went to KLCC to meet my bf but he came late..
like 1 hour late!!
so i walked around klcc like a moron and decided to sit at starbucks and drink their Signature Hot Chocolate!:)
but it tasted like normal hot chocolate plus a LOT of milk!:P
haha!
then we walked to Pav!:P
love pav!:P
haha!:P
then BB and then TS...
it was boring tho..
like we didnt talk much..
and juz walked and walked..
and sat down for like 45 min.
it was weird mayb coz i have not seen him in a long time already!:p
haha!
not use to him kowt?
haha!:P
anything la!:)
we are meeting again this sunday!:)
at The Curve!:P
wee!

ah....8th Dec!:)

2008-12-08T13:12:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a lazy and slow paced day..
hehe!:)
woke up at 3pm,was raining when i open my eyes...
such a nice whether to wake up to.woke up read my book til lit was 7pm then my family and i went out to eat!:)
Nandos!:) the food wsa nice but when i drank my Iced Lemon tea..i start to feel like i wanna vomit..
but i tahan it!:)
haha!
then we went to Baskin Robins my sistas bought ice cream for themselves!:)
then i went to toilet wif my daddy.the smell of the toilet make me wanna vomit again..omg..
i pissed and terus run out of the toilet!!i didnt want to vomit in that omg-ly smelly toilet!!
then,we were about to head home when my sistas car broke down at ttdi.so we went there and spent about 2 hours there!:)
so my sis and i lepak at the mamak!:)
i was reading my book and msging arvin!:P
hehe!
then he said he wanna go there and i was like NO!!!!
then he say how come i din see u wan?
then i was like DONT SEE ME!!
haha!:P
funny!:P
oh,then i cleared my room in the middle of the nite..who clears their room in the middle of the nite?!!
haha!:P
some interior designer is coming tomoro to see my house!:)
mum wanna 'upgrade' the house!:)
cool!:P
haha!:)
anyways,i gtg!:)
nitez tata!:P

Freedom?

2008-12-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

ah!first actual day of freedom!:)
BORING!!
today is the most boring-st day of my life!
haha!:P
its starts with me waking up late in the afternoon then
eat curry sotong and fish(see its too boring till i had to remember what i ate for lunch
or in another words my breakfast!:)
hehe!
this morning when i woke up,i saw my mum sitting in her room with a book in her hand,
and guess what?
the book was my birthday present and the latest movie in the cinema,Twilight!
how cool is dat?
haha!i watch Twilight yesterday with my mummy!
but i was not awed by it..
its kinda lame and they cut alot of the the movie eg.Kissing scene and the opening if the movie
it was like these "i *censored*(no sound at all)....dying with the one u love"
suddenly!
like WTF?!
haha i gues that is how it is in our socialized country Malaysia!:)
aha!great isnt it?:P
of all the scene,they cut the kissing scene,its suppose to look like he is trying his hardest not to bite her and suck all her blood out!!
but the show him going closed to her and then SUDDENLY!! flying backwards to the wall!!
like...lame...
and even the scene where he was suppose to expose his body!
his suppose to be NAKED!!
hahaaha!:P
or mayb half naked?
dun remember...im at my 3rd book already!:)
*giggles*
oh well,after the movie i pick my daddy up from KJ LRT station and went to church praise and worship practice!:)
then i went mamaking wif Abi near OUR house!:)
yup!
she is staying near my house!:)
so fun!

i wanna go out!:)
Abg Kuching is coming back on the 14th!:)
hehe!
WANNA GO OUT!!!

My friend is going to get his license and he say he can bring me kai kai!:)
haha!
and my friend drawn a poster for me!:)his an art freak!:)
quite talented like his daddy!:)
great guy too!:)
hehe!:P

dats all for tonite!:)
nite nite!:)
till next time!:P

juz wasting post!:)

2008-12-03T08:44:00.003-08:00

hey i m writing again coz....welll......
i wanted my older post to be on the next page!:)
haha!:P
well here is another post then!:)
bye!

2008-12-03T08:40:00.000-08:00

OWH!
alot of people forget my birthday..
but only some remembered it!:)
thanks to all that wish me!:)
but especially Abi,Ian,Arvin and Sulaiman!:)
i love u guys!:)
ur the best in the world!:)
i love u people!:)
lucky i didnt feel lonely on my bday!:)
thanks to them!:)

we went to Sumway piramid!:)
Arvin picked me up from curve and picked abi and ian!:)
we had such a fun time EATING!!haha!
Arvin was scared of the ice so we didnt Ice skate!
sad sad sad....

New Layout,New Stories!

2008-12-03T08:22:00.000-08:00

Wee!
SPM is almost over and in happy!

Im so happy Abigail is staying near me!:)
yay!haha!:P

Owh,i just finish watching 90210
haha!:P
i know its kinda cheezy but i like it!:P
i love Micheal Steger!<3 <3 <3

cute?or not?

OH!Christmas is coming!
need to goet my camera out for a walk babe!:)
and snap some shots for Christmas!:)
great2 season!:)

dats all for this morning!:)
i will write soon!:)

hehehe!:P

2007-09-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

tweeet tweeet!!!:P hahah! so 2day was okay la in skul.....nothing really happen juz that arvin asked Malanie to couple i guess but then kena reject....hahha i kinda laugh at him but i tot he was not serious bout her i tot that he was okay with it coz he looked kinda happy???i heard from Jes that Malanie wanted to cry coz she dun like him and that he always kacau her....hahhaa!real funny but pity him la....n now if she reject him again on monday he will leave skul and go to some sport skul at Bukit Jalil coz he got hte letter jestnow already.....he wanna tinggalkan me!!wakakaka!coz of malanie oni oso wanna leave skulll wat la!!Not a man pun!!tsk tsk tsk!!haha arvin is like that la....like to run away(btw his our school runner) from problems n always merajuk so fast!!worst than a 9 year old gurl!:P hahaha. anak manja wat!!n his loud!!:$

Speaking of 9 year old gurlz....i called Matt that coz he watched High Skul Musical 2 like for 9 times and he cried!!!OMG!!!

Great!Day was Bad now WORST!

2007-09-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SO BULLSHIT RITE NOW!!ARGH!!2day 2 bad things happen!!yay!one...i wanted to take a bus home so i asked for arvin's help....so he say ok but when after skul that time i walk wif him to 1u to take a bus,he walked in front n look so mad n the worst thing is?he din talk to me n cross the road he cross first...everything him 1st.....then he ask me to wait at the bus stop coz he wanna park his bike at 1u so i sat there n u know what he did?he sit ONE BENCH away from me!!one freaking bench!And so we wait for the bus but after like 20 min i looked around n it was still not there i decided to take taxi so i asked arvin to go home then he gave me the i-follow-u face but he was like really pissed!then we went into the taxi so it went to my hose right in front of my house then arvin said wat the hell then he ran out of the car n ran away to avoid from my mum...but my mum know oredi la....so i was like kinda pissed!!

2nd bad thing that happend 2day,Aaron called me like 20 min ago n asked me if ian ajak me go watch movie 2day or not so i said no...then he said i tot he ajak mann sure ajak u la!!n aaron said mann n puss went so i was mad that they din even ajak me man!!Yi Mann,my own so called bestfren that i will ajak her any where i go...din even ajak me,her excuse....oh i confirm that i was going int he afternoon n it was too late for u to take ur baju....THE SHOW IS FREAKING 4:30 WEI!!u think i walk home ah?!!urgh!!the worst part is i had the privilege to find out from a Aaron!!freaking aaron!!not mann!!urgh!

N in skul 2day i did not go to class my teacher was kinda pissed wif me!!hehe!sorry teacehr doing YE la!!

n i hope Pa@n is going to reload his phn n msg me faster!!

k la dats all!n i bet tamms will read it!:Phehehe
rite tamz?!!

lalala!:P

2007-09-16T06:26:00.001-07:00

2day,woke up in the morning as usual,heard my dad askin where is the car n that my sis had took it!!hehhe!i tot i wasnt going to church then so i slept back!:Pheheh!:P a while after that my mum woke me up n said it was late so i rushed to the toilet to take bath.....in my mind i was thinkin.....gee,i need to go to church after all!damn.... haha!so i changed,rushed down n started to look for my bag that i brought out last nite....can find...so i gave up la!:P kekek went to church without money to give to GOD!opps...heheh!:P then after church went out for lunch wif Shobee,G,Jeremy n Matthew!ate roti pisang wif dhall!not nice combination actually!:P hahah!!after church went to some shop at SS2!!:P eat Mango Loh!hehehe!yum yum!!crushed ice wif mango puree n pango fruit!!yum yum !!ah n not forgetting my favorite sago!!:P went home.... then in the evening went to repair my bike....n i saw a boy frm my skul form 3....he turned back n look at me...twice!!haha!n i was like OMG i know dat guy!!!from my skul!!n i wear so buruk 2day!!yuck!!then did some gardening for my mother.....and cycle around my houseing area!hmm....not much cute guys thou....come to think of it there is not much guys staying around my houseing area......huhu......

went online at nite....2 guys currently have a crush on me...wats so gud bout me?i oso dunno!:P hahah!

k la its 12:42 am now...i better sleep b4 my dad chop my head off!:Pk tata!

days have passed..im confused??

2007-09-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

well,JU high tea was nice.....minus the food n where we were sitting which is very near the toilet...it look like the tables that were set up for us was like the last ones....like the spair!!feewf....damn hot again dat...sowe went to the poolside for some 'photoshoot' kekek!

lalala!:P im over sumone!:P heheh!! yes!!his an ass la!!

till next time:P

walk me home......

2007-08-31T22:29:00.000-07:00

On the 30th we went to ikano for the merdeka countdown!!:P it was fun fun fun!!n sprayz all the way!!erm...let see who was there.....me,aaron,ian,mann,sar,puss,vic,joel,adrian,yau how,n wilson!we say surazmil,dahnia,my cousin n haikal!it was fun!!the fireworks was juz fantasic!!after the fireworks everyone started to sing the merdeka song!!then,they all chow!we bout snow sprays 4 for 10 bucks!!we sprayed the guy that was selling it, n frenz!!haha!it was fun!!McD's was pack as hell,Friday n Italiannis was packed too!!so actually EVERYWHERE WAS PACKED!!haha!so we end up eating at some japanese restuarant.....that was pretty expensive!!well atleast we din spend so much like aaron they all did!!10 buck for Tax!!u must be crazzy man!!sure thay all eat 1 dish per person!!

hhaaha!:P it was like really fun!!1st year going to a countdown!!:P

baby would u walk me home....a simple phrase that means alot to me!!
things go through my head..........like
who is going to bring me to prom or who is gonna hold my hand n never let it go??i dun wan a guy to hold it but let it go once we reach reality aka skul!!

huhu!!alone at home wif sis......hmm.....not fun at all!!aaron went home oldest sister went out to a bday party wif af af!!

sumone said he knows the answers to this......
who will bring me to prom?
who will hold my hand?

hmm...said it was ian!!!scary!!:s
nvr picture myself wif ian!!:s
hahahhaa!:P sowee!:P

so...church was okay,jerome worship lead....he looks like a turtle thou.......coz of his hair cut n stuff!!n the pastors wife was a fashion pox pass wif leggings n open toe high heels..... :P not going together woman!!then we laughed at shobee's bf!hahah!from the UK.....hhaha!he have the prof. look!!n it was really funny!!

:P days are passing n im still not ready!!

2007-07-29T03:54:00.000-07:00

hehe!!sar's bday was last thursday....tien n i taught of buying her a cake so we kumpul money...so frenz was cooperative to give generous amount of money,some gave more than we asked....so on wed afternoon i went to Secret Recipe in the Curve wif my sister n picked a brownie cake~well,to me its sumthing different coz always cake cake cake so i choose a chocolate almond
brownie.... :) so on thursday morning i left it at mannz house(thankz mann!muakz!!) coz her house was the nearrest to skul!!:P so in choir we sang happy bday to sarry!!:P then after that we found out that the back gate was locked so we used the padang way,a steep stair way aka the ponteng skul way....mann n i waited for sarah at the top
to splash her wif water.....waited till the mosquetos bit out legs!!Oooooo damn itchy man!!then, finally!!she came!!we gave her a chance to put down her bags so we immediately splashed her wif water!!kekekeke it was fun!then came along aaron n tiara.....wishing her happy bday n sar hugged aaron wif her basah kuyup baju kurung.....he was kinda damp.....but it was alright....:P so we walked back to sarah's house......n partay!!!!!

oh!!i watched TRANSFORMERS!!!yayayya!!!FUCKING CUN MAN!!!i still love Josh Duhamel!!!fucking sexay!!n n n........Amaury Nolasco!!!:P both oso sexy!!n not forgetting Bumblebee(Chavrolet Camaro!)!!Ooooo~~Jazz(Modified Pontiac Solstice)too~~love love love!!

oh!!!!i bough sarah's present already!!:P i wanna know wat her parents buy for her!!!argh!!nvm 2moro i ask hjer to bringt o tuition!!kekekek!!i wanna see!!:P

k chowz~~:P

kekek!fun fun fun!

2007-07-19T03:41:00.000-07:00

yayayie!!!i dont like Mr O anymore!!i realize dat we are juz frenz la!!kekek!so 2 day....hmm....BORING!!!my GF din come!!sob sob...she had a stomach ache n she had to go n check up....hmm....sad....so...2day all my freaking teachers came so need to study lo...then arvin keep on kacauing me n guna! eventhough he is in the opposite class......gila punya orang!keke!my pity fren sarah was sick!!:( but she sang loud in choir!!salute her!!:P then we talked!!n talked!!keke!love her la!like a mother to me only! oh!this morning my parents scolded me.....early morning!so i was down this morning coz of 2 reasons....1,my fren had stomach ache n 2,my parents scolded me....actually 3 reasons....coz sar was sick!!yeah!so i asked my sis if can send her back....yesterday sar went for the Taman Sea prefects installation day...she saud when the Head Prefect went up for his speech all the students stand up!!lookin back on our skewl......kekek!we dont even respect our head prefect!!kekeke!:P 2moro......ICT.......yay!i can sleep!:P kekek!

huhu........crying is the most fun i can get without telling him how i feel!

2007-07-03T04:08:00.000-07:00

urgh...so sad....i juz found out that mr. O have a gf n erm.............he likes the gurl that i hate name ms. N!!hehe!great huh?ok we have history la....last time i like this guy n he liked her then again i like another guy n now he still likes her......now i like mr. O n he likes her again..........huhu!!life is great rite??huhu......................now in skul everytime i see him i wanna cry......but i tahan i change my attitude when his aroung i feel really enclose when he is around i dun laugh loudly but still play a lil la.....i dunno if he cares for me but i know he always look at me n notice me but............he still likes another girl........he likes her coz she cares for him he told me........then how bout me?i dont meh??huh.......great......when ever he smiles my heart juz melt.......keke...but still his heart is wif his gf dat he is not sure if he wanna break up and wif ms. N,,,,,,

i really like this song...

Acha Septriasa feat. irwansyah-Ada Cinta!
(find in YouTube!)

damn sad song.... huhu......

great!
Rasor blades are waiting for me...

i love u guyz!!!mannz,sar n tien!!!

2007-06-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

So,yesterday was photo shoot taking for our skuls mag!!:P we wore our formal prefect clothes before we came to skul coz prefect are suppose to take our photos first so...in the jadual they said 10 minutes for prefects but we took like 1 hour or so!!hahhaha!!then came the librarianz they took like less than 10 minutes to line up!!haha!then it started to drizzle!!so we went to the hall to take the form 5's pix but i dun like it in the hall it is stuffy n hot n DARK!!that was the worst thing!so form 4's time n they asked me to lead them to the tapak perhimpunan to take photos so i saw mr. o the first thing he said was need to take pix ah??then i said yeah at the tapak perhimpunan then he smilled at me n my freaking heart melt!!wakakkaka! then i was stackin up the chairs n my fren(called mr.o*-not his real name) asked if need some help so i asked him to carry the damn heavy chairs that i stacked to the side coz they need to stand there!haha!sweet!then ian wanted to kacau me n he stand up for me!!haha!i fel so touched!okay so back to business,i asked the gurlz n guys to line up but as usual the gurls only line up....so i was pissed so i said out loudly "woi,line up la guys!!!ish!!"then mr. O said woo!felicia dah bengang!! then i say to la!!panas lagi tu!!n i cant believe he cant button his shirt n pull up his tie!!so i gotta do it for him!!but unfortunately his friend pushed him hard n he coughed n he step back so i was blur n juz walked away slowly n when looked back at him this fucking nora*(not her real name too) was doing it for him!!like wtf!!huhu!!i let go af a guy that i like for 4 year coz he likes her n now i like another n she wants to flirt wif him too??!!like wtf!!NO LIFE IZIT???GET A LIFE LA WHORE!!she have a bf but still wanna flirt wif some of the form 4 guys in my skul especially one of my guy friend AI!!liek wtf rite?n she is treating my the guy that likes her as her dog n he dont see it!!we told him oredi but he dun wanna hear!!huhu.....guyz when they like someone they will totally be blinded!!
ok back to my story bout photoshoot day!!so we my class ajk was seated on the chair while others was standing behind n on the bench so i was not seated yet coz i need to arrange the possition of the students so mr.o called me so i looked then he rub his lap n i was really suprised!!i pointed at myself n he nod so i walked towards him almost seat on his lap but i walk away n laugh!!hahamalu ba!!im happy he came back yesterday!!he went for a camp for a week!!ian called mann to check her teeth coz the dentist doctor came to our skul then i walked into the room n saw mann sitting on the table n mr o sleeping on the bench next to that fuckin nora!!!!ish!!bikin panas!so i juz chilled....they called mr o to come into the room to check his teeth then i heard some drilling sound i cringe my teeth by the sound n feel dat it is painfull....once he came out ian asked him okay ah?then he said okay!so i went out again n help wif the other classesso i did not change till it was like 12 sumthing then i change to my choir baju then someone told me i need to change to take photo of me for the green house ajk so i ran to the toilet n changed to my PJ clothes n went back n arvin told me need to wear formal shirt so i ran back to the toilet to change to my formal shirt n i saw my fren changing for the green house pic too then our of no where mr. eugene screamed n say choir line up now!!take photo!!i ran again back to the toilet to change to my choir clothes n wtill wearing my formal skirt underneath my choir skirt!! i tell u,its so hot underneath there!!n after my choir photo i walked exsautedly n i tot they are not taking my photo for green house but suddently my green house teacher called me to take photo so i walked to the chair n on the way there freaking guna say faster la mrs. arvin then i was like wtf!!hello arvin n i have nothing to do with each other anymore la!!n unfortunately i sat next to him!!!eww!he was like laughing sheepishly!!n i was like oh wat a buttcrack!!!!i think i did not look good in my green house n choir photo!!i was fuckin exsauted n it was pretty hot so u cant even open ur eyes!so after the green house photo shoot i walk slowly to sar they all there n they were taking pix so i walked there n wanted to take a pic wif mannz we kissing each other but far la!!haha then suddently my other fren pushed mann so we jerked!!we almost actually kissed each other!!!EWW!!i dun wanna loose my first kiss to a girl!!!haha!so bell rang n all the students went home i saw mr. o he was walkin at the opposite way but he talked to his fren so he din say bye to me!!!:'( so after skul we went to matts house for jamming!!haha!we love our song!!! so dat was my day yesterday!

I WANNA THANK MANN,SAR,N TAMZ FOR FOLLOWING TO CHANGE MY BAJU N THANKS COZ U ALL WAIT FOR ME N RUN BACK N FORTH FOR ME!!:)THANKS ALOT!!XOXOX!!

argh!!!!huhu!!sobs....2day i came to skul juz for this guy but he was absent!!i woke up late about 6.40am which normally i wake up at like 6!! so i wanted to go back to sleep but my dad said he will send me to skul first so i guess i go la..at least can see him ba kan??then i ngam ngam sampai the skul!!then in skul,at the tapak perhimpunan i din see him!!huhuh!!so well, i gone through the day wif sadness...ahaha!!then at 12 we were suppose to go for choir when teacher stop us n ask us to do our oral then we can go down to sing....sweat!!=.=" as usual,i was not ready,coz i brought everything but my smart fren din bring the bottle she promised she wanna bring for me.....so i juz crap my way through the oral n i think it was not 6 minutes(we are given 6 minutes to bentang our oral)......then i told my mum n sis n they scolded me like shit.....they said that y go n trust frenz to bring??y i din take it earlier n y i din remind her the day before?....at first i tot my oral was okay la...but after they say that i start to think twice!!now im scared....mayb my marks is the same as aaron(he did not prepare n crap the crappiest crap for oral...and get only 15 out of 50)?wat if's,are going through my mind every single time i think back on it!!now im really scared!!scared!!scared!!!huhu.....

yeah yeah as u all will know i like mr. O!!!!i love his smile!!his looks are okay la!!:P not ugly i can say!!dunno if he likes me or not but im so over aaron!!!!HAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA!!his an asshole!!opps...sorree!!dat day i wanna berbaik wif him n start a conversation but askin him if he was wearin a new shoe but he looked at me n said sarcasticly n rudely to me "NO!" then he looked away....so i juz look away then walked away n sit next to akmal(form 1 kid,a son of a teacher for the sesi pagi students)

huhu!!such a fun day!!:P

2007-06-07T02:44:00.000-07:00

thanks to haha!:P sowee yesterday i did not blog coz.....i was playing an online game!!uff!!played for 11 hours yesterday juz to reach level 6......*wipes sweat* by the time i finish it was 2 am!!HUH??!!!yup!!2am!!never stay up dat late juz to play a game!!:P now im crazy of GunzAmirul!!!haha!we are like competing who is the higher level u know??hahaha!crazy ppl like us only like to do that!!:P

baby!!:P (dun mind me.....) Yesterday!!!huhu.....went to eat Dim Sum!!!!Yummy!!saw Stella wif her scary black nail n some other guy frenz wif her!!O.o haha!:P so.........went home i change my clothes then i play GunzI'm a little kookooo in the head!!)so.....at 4pm i stoped playing to catch a short nap n do my tuition homework that i have not done for a week!!a short nap turned into a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong sleeep!i woke up at 7 n paniced!!!in my mind i was cursing like hell!!!so i quickly do my karangan till it is finish n change my clothes.....in the car i did the exercise paper that my teacher gave last week oso!!haha!My tuition teachers house is DAMN FREAKING HOT!!!!huh......n there was like 10 ppl there breathing out carbon dioxide from their mouths n it makes the whole room HOT!!huh!!!!oh well,that is tuition rite??

So this morning went to Ikea to eat Breakfast!!OMG!!so many kids there!!!feel like i wanna pengsan!!haha!then walked to Curve to buy my earphone......then went to Nicci to try on jackets then went to Watsons coz my mum wanna buy sumthing so i tried the hair spray on my hair!!:P hahah!!till the guy was like looking at me one kind this!!hahaha!:Pthen went to Elianto kiosk n bought my mums nail polish!then i juz walked away!haha!:P then went to Ikea to buy some stuff for ppl!then went to my mothers frenz house to give a wedding present to her daughter coz the daughter is getting married this weekend i think??well,my sister always tease me that younger bro that is like 20 sumthing and nerdy is my BF!!:s eww!haha!then came home.......
then i play my online game!!:p now level 8!:P

Fedora or no Fedora?

2007-06-05T03:46:00.001-07:00

heyhey!!here am i again!!!:P i was juz thinkin....my sista wants to share with me to buy a fedora....do u think its nice?

i think its okay!!but do u? :P

oh n this Thursday I'm going out wif sumone!!:P but I'm not sure if i am really going or not he have not msg me this 2 days....maybe his credit finished.....or sumthing......2moro i have tuition n i have not finish my homework!!i need to do a karangan that is 350 words long!!!die la....n i totally suck in writing essays!!die la..
n if i dont do it she will ROTAN my freaking hand!!huh....i always hated BM tuition coz one,its far.2,its not fun at all.3,im the odd one out!everyone have their friends but i dont.4,there are cina bengs there!!

hope i can go out!!coz the followin day im going to Kuching oredi.....haiz...

N latest newz!!!MY BELOVED CAR IS BACK FROM THE WORKSHOP!!i hate the OLD BOMB that my dad borrowed from his fren thanks to my sister that go n crash our car!!huhu!!n my sister almost bang the car jestnow!!thank god she did not if not my family will be eating rice for the whole 2months!!!hha!!no la juz kidding!!heheheheheh!!

Creepy canteen!

2007-06-05T00:29:00.000-07:00

So!i finally changed my layout,according to my frenz they find it difficult to read with my previous layout!hmm...dats y i changed it!!:P sorry pak u cant read it with comfort last time!!

haha!went to skul yesterday morning i was suppose to do my nIe wif my gang but all almost all of them cant make it so we canceled it,but i still went to skul(semangat berabis!!) actualyl i tot aaron is comin so i decided to go to skul coz i saked him to come!!i guess i mistooken his msg.....haha!so ho din come to skul!so it was a waste of time there!!but luckily i knew my 2 frenz are comin to do their NIE too!!so ,i called sarah n it was 9.55am already!we are suppose to meet in skul at 10 am!!n she said she juz woke up.....so i called tien mie!!unfortunately,no one picked up!!so i tot she was walkin to skul already!!my mum drop me off at the front gate...so i walked in n saw the security guard n the sweeper (both men) talkin......looks more like dating to me!!haha!!:P
it was really creepy in the canteen or even the whole skul!!!coz no one is around!!so,not long after that,tien came!!thank god!!damn scary alone...in the creppy canteen!!!so tien n i talked bout life,relationships,frenz...u know gossips la!!:p like nenek kebayan only!!so waited for sarah till 10.30 then she arrived!!>.<
they were suppose to do their NIE but we juz talked n gossiped like old Grandmama!!haha!so it was 11.30 when we felt hungry so we all packed up n walked to Mobil!:P at the same time i found out that my earphones is kong!!only can hear on the right side.....sob...sob....it was fun at mobil!!!we talked n talked!!:P bought Cornetto!!love in every bite!!hahaha!y dont we stck that on guys??haha!!:Phaha!so i guessed we spent like RM 20 on all those harmful junk food!!!bad bad bad stuff!!okay for more info on the Mobil junk food spending n wat we ate...visit sarahs NEW blog!!wakakak! www.justmeltingmoments.blogspot.com~nyeah sar n tien ate my leftovers!!tehy are hungry ppl u know!!

so,in the afternoon like always....it rained....im juz curious why does it always rain after aaron i dared to kiss under the rain??haha!!he said when u wan it to rain it rain meh??well,i guees so??haha!

okay!!bout 2day!!:P im suppose to go to skul to do the NIE today too but asusual they canceled it coz almost all of them cant come again!!i pity amirul actually!his already in skul n they said it is canceled!!!tsk tsk!!kesian kau mirul!!i was actually on the way oredi so my mum turned back n say lets go n eat!!haha! so i said okay la.....so ate roti kiap!!:P yummy!!:P hehe! came back n went online.....irfan chatted wif me...his still in US comin back in mid june!Miss him!!:P oh!n ashruff(or how ever u spell his name) is in Beijing for a week!!n me??im only going to Kuching!!haha!!its alrite!!go n see my grandpapa for his 101th Bday is already a blessing eventhough he nyanyuk oredi!!haha!:Pi miss the food there!!kon lau mee here i come baby!!hahaha!!:P so i chat wif irfan,he said its cool there n he visited the spy museum or sumthing 2day he said it was COOL!i said"i wanna go!!haha!bring me next time!"then he say he stuff me in his suit case!!haha!!i said i wana channel bag but he only wanna buy me a coach bag!!he say he seludup me into the country!!haha!crazy teenz no adayz!!

Teenz In common!
~Love listening to misic!!
~Crack dirty jokes!
~love to talk when teachers teaching!
~hate to do homework or anything that is printed on paper!!
~love to partay!!
~love to go to mallz to lepak!
~junk food crazzeeeeeeee!!

Kayz!!there!!i uploaded my blog!!yay!!*claps!*
thanks u!!:P

okay byebye!!
DA!!

my feelings that totally suck to the pits!!

2007-04-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

okay i hope i write this so dat i can forget him....pls.......
okay i like sumone.....he lies another gurl.....i,as his bestfren need to listen to wat he say n do for the gurl dat he likes!!to some of u dat is reading this!!i know u know who i meant rite?
okay he does alot of sweet stuff for me...but he only does dat when dat gurl is not there...

Sweet things he does to me or make me feel some thingling in my bone!!haha:
~on sundayhe fed me a chip....chocos i think??yeah...
~ i said i cant reach the end of the guitar then he gave to me n he said"lets teach u how to play!!"n he sat damn near me...

(i know this suck for u all dat is reading to read everything dat is in my heart rite now~~)

~i know he care bout me everytime i walk the outer lane of the road he will push me towards the inner road so dat i dont get hit....or mayb dats wat he does to every gurl??i dunno....
~ dat day i went to his house n we went to a shopping mall.... i brough my bag dat is like big!!n h e said no need to bring the bag la!!like auntie only so i said u hold my wallet n phone la!!then he said yeah!n every once in a while he will take out my wallet n look at it.....
~we like the same drink!!:P same songs....same band...........we hate lala's!!but.....dat dont mean anything rite??
~ i sat next to him n when i was walkin towards him n i stop for a while he said "yeah baby sit wif me,come back to me"

What hurts me:
~seeing the gurl he likes flriting wif other guys when he is not around....
~the way he look at her...
~n like i dont exist when she is around....
~i try not to like him.....

Song i love now....for this mood....actually im listening to it now!

Acha Septriasa
Hari ini,Esok dan Seterusnya
hari ini dadaku bergetar
terguncang memilu dan mengerang
ku yakin ku tak salah
karna hatiku tak pernah dan takkan berdusta

cinta cinta cinta
aku jatuh cinta

esoknya ku pikir rasa itu
akan menghilang dengan seiring waktu
namun ternyata tak berubah
aku makin tergiur pada dirimu

cinta cinta cinta
aku jatuh cinta

dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu terjadi
dan tak pernah berkurang
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
aku bahagia hanya bila kamu bahagia

esoknya ku pikir rasa itu
akan menghilang dengan seiring waktu
namun ternyata tak berubah
aku makin tergiur pada dirimu

cinta cinta cinta
aku jatuh cinta

dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu terjadi
dan tak pernah berkurang
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
aku bahagia hanya bila kamu bahagia

bahagia

Liking ur bestfren in silence hurts especially when he likes another gurl............

hehe!!

2007-03-31T07:03:00.001-07:00

so!!hehe!!its a saturday 2day!!n 2moro asusual going to church,the phone is ringing n no one is picking up!!annoying!!so....drama comp over,we practise for 3 days,was team number 3 n got 3rd place!!wakaka!!pn chan was not happy but we were!!benmgong pn chan!!urgh!!only know how to rosakkan ppls semangat!!but screw her!!

Choirs on.....LAME!!Mr. Eugene is the lamest!!All his lame jokes are so OLD!!n his songs are so LAME!!especially the COCK song!!MY GOD!!pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease!!Move on man!!he said we are know!!OUR Choir club is the most boring-est club ever!!SING........FINISH.......BYEBYE!!hehe!!

k wtv wif them!!moving on!!we went to watch a movie wif mannz,debbie n pussy!!:P n went to eat at some restaurant dat rip off my freaking money!!!n saw a drink called "Harry Porter" damn lame man!!!wakaka!was laughing at it the whole time!!then we laugh at the ppl around us!!n the freaking boy dat wace at me lan ci-ly when i wave at him n tak layan pussy when she said hi!!wakaka!!n laughed at debbie when she 'freaked' dat she dun understand wat dat guy was saying!!then we say shu fung(she's working there)!!hehe!so they spoke Chinese when i was there like BENGONG only!!we walked to the cinema n rushed coz we were late for the movie!!keke!!W watched STOMP THE YARD!!hehe!!FUCKING NICE MOVIE!!!'Stepping' is FUCKING HOT!!n y Chris Brown died!!lame!!!URGH!!the hot one die 1st again dat!!!but still all of them are hot but not handsome!!neyo is not handsome!!hehe!!i prefer chris brown!!their dance move rocks the house man!!but the story plot is kinda boring!!hehe!!

after the movie we went walkin around n walk walk walk n decided to go for Yum Cha!!thanks to mann we walked all the way from the old wing to new wing n to old wing again!!!she la dat dun wan eat fast food,dun wan to eat wanna drink,here expensive,there expensive!!OMG!!n pussy oso wanna sit ourdoor la!!so we end up drinkin in TGIF!!mann wanna drink alcohol i say cannot coz they only sell to the older ppl!!so she only drink ice lemon tea,i drank coke n pussy drank some strawberry n banana milk shake!!yeah.....i think??so one waitress was talkin to pussy bout some crappy contest after the waitress was finished i said to mann"sure the waitress ask pussy coz she look the oldest!"so i took the contest card n read it....it goes sumthin like this "participants can only be above age 18-49.....blah bla bla!!" TRUE ENOUGH!!!walakaka!!mann n i laughed non-stop!!hehe!!we waited timm 4.50pm n went home le....on the way to the old wing.....we say the shop "BE Elements" n pussy was sayin "oh!!hip hop man!!"then i look into the shop n say a OLD women workin there wearin a jacket talkin to a guy!!wakaka!!i laugh n told pussy n went back to see!!damn funny!!imagine an old women in a hip hop store,WORKING!!wat does she do at home??RAP??wakaka!!then after that we saw a lady wearing a bare back shirt dat can see her WHOLE BACK!! but her back is ugly!!she was walkin wif another gurl dat had thisBIG!! bow on her head dat look so old!!(the bow i mean) so we tot it was her daughter!!wakaka!!but when we look at both of them....they were young but the bare back women was DARK!!DAMN DARK!!SUN BURN I GUESS??hehe!!so went home oredi!!hehe!!

huh.....now a lil of the sad part.... next week my bf is in sabak bernam,actually he went 2day!!huh...but wtv la....i cant say anything oso!!wat to do kan??skul runner.....n wakil negeri or sumthing!!his hotel no water cant take bath!!EWW!!:s eww.....if it was me i would die!!eww!!dun take bath from morning??OMG!!eww!n he said sumthing bout marriage.....n i was like =.= we r only 16 n he think of getting married......n he said i know u dun wanna marry me!! n i was like... O.o okay........hehe!!well,i asked him to chill la!!hehe!!we r young enjoy life 1st la!!

I want a dog!!!!!URGH!!*cry* :(

K until here only!!hehe!!tata!!leave comments~~

~~~~Feliz~~~~

FUN FUN FUN!!!wakaka!!

2007-03-16T21:29:00.000-07:00

hehe!!yesterday was fun!!:P i sleep over in sarah's house!!:Pso in the morning sar n i woke up nwent to McD'd for the meeting!!:Pso we discussed bout the YEP stuff....n Ir was hig on hs ice cream so he asked me take a photo of him eatin his ice cream happily!!wakak!!

So after the meeting we walked around center point juz to look for a fucking taxi but te taxi stand was infront of Mcd!!!wakaka!!so on the way took photo again!!haha!!

we wen back to sarah's huose by taxi ofcourse!!then i changed n we walked t 1U!!was fucking hot!!!it was a friday so the malays went to the mosque to pray n i was wearins a sexy top nshort skirt while walking pass the mosque!!they were looking at me !!!wakakak!!they must be angry!!!haha!!so we went to one u n met up wif Mannz.....n the stalker...HE WAS FUCKING CINA BENG!!!!OMG!!N ANNOYING AT TIMES!!!love to talk n ask questions!!too bad i did not take photo of him!!!urgh!!so we went back juz in time for the drama practise in sarah's house!!!butbefore that we waited for sarah's mum n we took photos!!:P(well,of irfan again.....:D) n sarah!

ir posin wif AX display!! Sar blurly tired!!

Wakaka!!:P so our Drama prctise started at 5 like dat....then we practise practise practise till 6 sumthing n everyone was hungry n ate ate n ate!!!well,to me, everyone come for the food actually!!!haha!!so we gossiped,laughed,joke n say good bye.........hug hug hug~~~then sar ,tien n i was the ones left.......n we gossiped bout XXXX haha!!its not jash or matt okay!!!:P so i went home n tiens too.....n guessed dat sarah slept!i came home watched tv took bath n watch tv.....Final Destination 2.....i know its old but its the only exciting show on air!!Gross actually!!!hehe!!Killing is Fun!!Wakakaka!!!okay til here!!!next time ppz!!:P

p/s:HAHA!!!MANN I UPDATE OREDI!!!U MUST READ IF NOT AH SEKALI KASI HANTAM!!!WAAKKA!!

2007-03-15T08:14:00.000-07:00

This year is damn funny!!!n i think i have a takdir wif drains!!i always either trip or fall into the drain!!like WTF!!!huh...yeah!!i coupled up wif him!!:P happy as always n still together its been 2 weeks n 5 days now!!hope i dun end this relationship!!!:( i dont want to break another guys heart!!but WTV!!i really love him!!wakaka!!:P OH!!we join YE programme!!:P im in charge of selling the flowers!!:P helped sarah decorate the T-shirts dat she is selling for YE!!:P DAMN NICE!!!:P im oso modelling the Tshirts 2moro to the YE meeting in McD!!!if u wanna see,come to McD!!!:Phehe!!!then after that i have to walk to mannz house to wait for her to take bath n take a taxi to 1u!!teman Mann la dat!!wanna meet her stalker!!wat la!!going home at 3 then have Dramam practise at 4 till 7 pm!!!WTF!!!so okay le......then sarah,jash,ir,n all the other drama peepz are comin to sarah's house!!:P Jash has been acting weird nowadays!!!:s yeah!!first he said y shouldnt arvin be happy being wif me then,i lean on his shoulder n then he move to the side n say "ur head is heavy,but mine is heavier,*tap my head*i dun wanna ruin ur hair"n he smilled at me!!DAMN WEIRD!!!then after that before i went to 1u to buy stuff,n he hugged me it was kinda weird!!:P

so damn fuckin confused!!!!

2007-02-17T11:24:00.000-08:00

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i need help!!!!im so confused!!ok first a guy,lets call him 'A'.so A ask me to be his gf through sms.....but....i dun really like him ...well his sweet n helps me alot in skul but.....i only like the attention he is giving me..... but the thing dat i am so bingung is dat when he call this gurl sayang,i dunno y,i got jealous....but evethough its nice to have a bf now....but i dunno my feelings towards him la....how now??we are goin out on wed!!!he ask me to sit next to him.....so i said okay le......how??how??how??im scared is i couple up wif him,i would still think twice bout the relationship well,1stly,we are so different,he is a skul runner,his stick thin,his dark,he likes bright colours,tall!! n he....well is different!!!on the other hand i well,HATE sports,well not stick thin,n im like fair n short....n i like dark colours...:Pi dunno le....help me tams!!!sarah!!!help me!!ppl who read this blog pls leave a comment!!!i really dunno wat to do!!!my sister told me to say no to him....say indians n their egos are to high.........but i dunno le...his not dat type...i guess??pls la help me!!!but if i say yes,its going to be weird walkin next to him!!his like tall!!it will be weird!!!!how?how?how???!!!!argh!!!every year is like htis always need to make decisions!!!!HATE IT!!!especially when it comes to love!!!Like wat the fuck wei!!!!sar!!!!tams!!!help me!!!!im going to cry!!!!im damn confused now!!my sister said better tell him dat im not ready for a relationship now!!so is dat a gud idea???wat if i say that n he dun layan me like now???but isnt this better than later i break up wif him n dun talk for a year plus like my previous relationship wif aaron???i really dunno le.....

oh well,im in ICT class not i ditch the Accounts class!!ICT is quiet nice!!im the only gurl for ur info!!ahhaha!!!:Pfun fun fun!!!:P

well,SAR!!N TAMS!!!!HELP ME I BEG U!!!:'(

My Broken Wings In The Air!!

2007-01-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

I know this will not remain forever
However it's beautiful
Your eyes and hands and your warm smile
They're my treasure
It's hard to forget
I wish there was a solution
Don't spend your time in confusion
I'll turn back now and spread

※
My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Higher and higher in the light
My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Across the sky and just keep ON flying

Cannot do measurement pain and the measurement which is not possible the flow of the time when
Trying probably to bury everything
Even then it is felt in me
As for those where it falls from the sky not to be the rain, [te]…

Did I ever chain you down to my heart
'Cause I was afraid of you?
No and I couldn't hold any longer
Love is not a toy
Let go of me now
The time we spent is perpetual
Our future is not real
So I'll leap into the air

* Repeat

As for those where it falls from the sky as for that not to be the rain, [te]…

yeah love this song!!!its called broken wing from the original soundtrack of Trinity Blood!!!yeah!!

so funny!!!i dreamt dat i marry my indian friend Arivin!!!wakaka!!!he propose t ome in skul wif a flower n erm......we went to this room dat is filled with matches!!!!there was like a big match on the groung n he lit it up n the whole room juz brightened up!!!wow!!nice then there was this really big weddin cake he lit it n gave the match to me n while i lit it up he juz ran away!!!!i was stuned!!!i tried lookin for hi but i saw 2 couples tryin to steal sumthin!!!then i woke up!!well....im still confused why he ran away but its more like erm..........he juz vanished!!!!wow!!!weird dream!!!!!haha!!he calls me Miss Universe for wat oso i forgot!!!

well.....i dun think i shud be angry or have a grudge on 'Nora Danish' though.........coz everyone loves her!!!well...i guess i shud juz let go........i guess i shud juz let go of him...........dun think we would be together!!now i know dat the mith dat goes like this isnt true!!"ppl dat always fight will be together in the end!!"i guess dats really juz a sayin!!!i would be fine man!!!hmm........im still fine wif him not talkin to me anymore since he went to dat pure science class......i felt sad!!i almost wrote a letter to him sayin dat i was sad dat he dn talk to me n we were not like we used to be as close frenz as he put it!!but i really think we are bestfrenz......but i guess he dont......i guess he thinks dat rosa is the 1st one he take care of!!!!he never call me anymore!!!i guess he only calls me when he is bored or dun have any onther gurls to talk to!!!my life sucks!!!my love life sucks even more dats y i love the song above!!!its like talkin bout me!!!especially the chorus,its like i still can go further n go through all this problems but when can i stand it????i really dunno..

a few days ago my ex smsed me......its like he wanna talk to me but still dun wan!!!he saidhe will chat wif me the next day but he did not!!!!its like if he dun keep to his promise then DUN EVEN SMS ME!!!!MOFO!!!urgh!!!!kay!!!!dats all for 2day!!!owh i have a wallpaper of Trinity Blood!!

Lazy ass!!

2007-01-01T04:07:00.000-08:00

urgh!!i have tried to write a blog this few days but i always end up being lazy!!!so i dun finish it so tonite im making a point to write this fcukin blog until its done!!

so yesterday was new years eve i went to church as usual then went home,watch a lil tv,went out to sit wif my parents,got scolded from my sister then i went up to sleep!!when it was at nite like dat.....my sister woke me up n asked me to cook but i was not my turn so i was like upset le!!!so i cooked,n my dad told me dat someone is comin to our house!!so i was like ok.......so i helped in the kitchen n fiona always ask me to fine this find that......it sucks man!!urgh!!n when i helped dad out side i was okay....then when i walked into the house,on the way to the kitchen,i heard my sisters talkin bad behind my back i juz sat at the stairs there listenin to wat they said!!it was really heartbreaking!!a tear came down my cheeks but i juz went up n wipe my tears......when i came down...i heard my sister still talkin bad bout me n she told my mum "u see la call her now!!"then my mum called me n i went to the kitchen,my sister asked my older sister where is the essential oil so she said is in her room some where then my older sister asked me "fel u go n find la!!"n i was really pissed but i kept cool oni............i was really sad...........i smsed jash but he din reply me...........evil!!!i needed a fren but he was not there for me so i smsed alwin!!at least my 'cousin' is nice......so my cousins came to my house n celebrated n we heard the fire crackers!!i drank JD(Jack Daniels) n coke mix together!!!alcohol is nice!!!it is my bestfren!!haha!!so all of us hugged one another!!my niece hugged me!!n kissed my boobs like WTF!!!haha1funny n before dat she said i was beautifuk wif my earings n jewlry n she touched me all over!!!omg!!!she is only 6 or 7 years old!!!i felt weird!!!i keep playin wif her youngest sister dat is 3 she was so quiet but when they took photo she was happy n bising like hell!!!haha!!i have her pic somewhere....i took on dat day!!!
so cute!!!her name is Ariel or Amanda!!one of it le
hehe!!:P i dun wanna go back to skul!but i still wanna go back coz can meet frenz!!this holidays is damn bored le!!i dreamed alot of dreams last nite!!omg!!i dream dat i went to skul irfan keep on pullin my bag....n dat me n jash was in this locked room n dat he helped me by sayin dat he did all those in the room.....n let me ran away......n there is one more..........i arrived at a house then i told the uncle dat i forget sumthin at home then he ask this guy to carry me!!(??) so i said okay le......then we sampai this house dat is so not mine so i saw this gurl dat was wearing a baju kurung,she asked shud she wear uniform or baju kurung!!then i said baju kurong n the guy said uniform......then we got into this car,i was suppos to sit wif the gurl but she sat at the back wif the guy n i felt jealous.........then i was like wtv la....then we reached this house....they have kenduri then he was sitting wif dat gurl n i was sitting alone....he lloked at me n my eyes started to be watery so i walked out of the house......wiping my tears he tran after me i turned back n said..."do u like her??u either pick her,or me...."so i juz stomp off he juz stand there.....i went to a playground n juz sat there.......cryin my eyes out!!!weell.............in the end he came n apologize!!hehe!!then my mum woke me up!!!ARGH!!!potong steam la!!!owh!!on saturday i went to visit my god father in the hospital!!i ttok a photo in the car!!:Pactually i took alot of photos but i send this one to my email add from my phone!!its really expensive u know!!!sending mms to email!!!for a better view go to my friendster!!:P
Oh!!
~my new years resolution is erm
~to study hard in form 4 n 5
~make 'u' be mine!!well if someone else dun get u 1st!!eg...a gurl dat i always say look like Nora Danish!!or,the gurl dat have ur pic wif her on friendster!!!wanna compete wif me??bring it on BITCH!!!wakaka!!
~read the bible pray everyday!!
~slim down more more more!!!
~but a nice shoe wif my own money
~dun let my parents down
~get a job in October
~be nice to everyone!!:Pespecially jash!!
n erm...........................................hope i sit wif him!!if i sit wif someone else!!!it would be a bore!!!:Pkay!!nitez!!!
yay!!at last i finished my blog!!!OMG!!

When the stars go blue!!!

2006-12-19T20:08:00.000-08:00

Dancin where the stars go blue, Dancin where the evening fell, dancing in my wooden shoe, In a wedding gown. Dancin out on 7th street, Dancin through the underground, Dancin little marionette, Are happy now? Where do u go when ur lonely Where do u go when ur blue, Where do u go when ur lonely I'll follow you When the stars go blue(2x) Laughing wif ur pretty mouth, Laughing wif ur broken eyes, Laughing wif ur lovers tongue, In a lullaby [x2] Wehre do u go when ur lonely, Where do u go when ur blue, Where do u go when ur lonely I'll follow you. Follow you(x2) When the starts go blue(4x) Where do u go when ur lonely? Where do u go when the stars go blue.

hehehe!!love dat song!!i typed it!!i din even copy n paste!!!MY HANDS ARE TIRED!!!:P

well on sunday mornin i went to church asusual!!they have these confirmation cum aniversary for my church so the bishop came n gave a sermon!!the funny thing is every time he finish a sentence he mush finish it wif a ah....n his voice is like spongebob's fren squidward!!
yeah!!for example!!"i ah...am ah... squidward ah.....!!!"wakakakakak!!like wat the fuck!!damn funny le!!

so i went to Sunway after church my dad had a meeting there for 2 days!!On the way my sis n i stop by Cineleisure!!wanna buy nail polish!!so i used the escelator up!!i passed hang ten n din see aaron coz he works there so wat ever!!n i went to elianto!!!nice cheap things there!!:P bought 2 nail polish!!purple n silver!!:P n my sis bought a eye shadow coz her make up puoch was lost!!wakaka!!evil,i am!!!so i went to sunway piramid to shop but din even bought anything!!wakaka!!look down at the ice skating rink n say some hockey competition thingi!!!some guys are hot!!!wakaka!!btu most of them are NOT!!wakaka!!so ate at Pizza Hut for dinner!!!waited for like 45 min for the pizza!!that was the longest time i waited for a pizza!!it was damn pack coz it was a sunday!!so walked around look at shoes,perfume,clothes,bags,jewelry,air-conds!!wakaka!!so we went back to the room!!wah!!its nice after a long day of shopping u juz lie down on a comfy bed!!!n the air cond on!!it was like 1 or 2 am in the mornign when my mum suddently had period so m y dad need to walk to 7 eleven to buy pad on the way he bought my fav. food!!SATAY!!!!WTF!!i ate the satay wif great hunger!!wakka!!i was hungery!!:P then i went to sleep!!

The next mornin i wokr up n there was teh tarik on the table so i used the cattle to warm it up!!!wakaka!!it over flowed!!spill all over the place!!!so i had to wipe it wif tissue!!wakka!!so i pour it into a cup n drank it!!!it burnt my tongue!!!:( ouch!!!so i watched tv until my mum came into the room around 2 pm like dat!!i bath n ate!!while watchin Bridget Jones 2!!wakaka!!damn funny!!!ate soba mee!!n juz stayed in the hotel till nite!!then we went out to eat!!at this shop dat serves alcohol!!:Pi ordered a burger,my sis ordered some fish thingi!!drinks,erm...my sis ordered long island tea,my dad red wine n i forgot my mum's drink!!:Pi din drink anything!!:Pi shred wif my sista!!:P

the next day!!its time to go home!!:P we were waitin for my mum to pick us up at the hotel lobby when the hockey player was going out of the hotel!!OMG!!cute!!some of them are but the rest.....blek!!wakaka!!:P

came back online sekejap thenneed to help my mum cook for the caroling feast!!wakkaaka!!so we went to uncle stephen tai's house n sing,eat,thne sing again n come to my house n sing,eat,sing gain then we went to Palm Spring n sing n drink n sing again at eve's place ,i was standing at the balcony wehn suddently jerome was at the back n say lets go n push me n my sis towards the wall wif his body!!then i say come la bungee jumping!!wakaka!!then i saw him pointing out!!then i say see!!wah can see till there!!:P then he went away!!!:P then my sis was touching me!!i knw wat she means oredi!!!so i play along n said i"i wont wash this shirt anymore!!!wakaka!!!"then i was like super hyper!!Wakakak!!thenwe went to pastors house n sing n eat bun wif ice cream n laugh n sing n went home!!it was about 11 oredi1!then there was not enough space in the lift fro all of us so jerome went is the last he juz ran in!!!then he laugh n his mum said u shud take care of them gurls ma!!!then he juz laugh n closed the lift door!!then only jeremy was there wif me,my sis,mun nee n her sis!!so i said nvm i stand next to u jeremy!!then he did this weird face n i said "ah(while closing my boobs!!) ok!!nvm!!haha!!:P"

Evil irfan din even reply me!i so gud sms him n ask how is he n his mum,he pulak din replly!!!:P :((
jash pulak!!!omg!!his not a romantic person!!!i told jash bout this song la then he say nice then i say nice dat if a guy sing this to me n say i love u!!hehe!!then he said "there is no guy dat is dat romantic la!!"then i say oh!!so ur not romantic la!!then he say"gurls shud like me for who i am!!"then i was like so??ur so not romantic!!!then he said i can be wat i want when i want!!ish!!!U KNOW WAT JASH!!!IF UR ROMANTIC ITS A EXTRA BONUS DAT GURLS WILL LIKE U LA!!no wonder.........u.....nvm la!!!haha!!!wakakak!!

Today went to tuition!!!dun want to go actually!!!wakaka!!:Psar gave me my pix on my bday punya!!!hehe!!:Pi like this one i look like cina beng but cute ba!!:P

hehe!!:Pcute!!:P

haha!!today ui gave tien a photo she put it on friendster!!:Pthnaks tien for helpin my wif my blog!!im totally a dummie in this!!!:P kay until here only!!

love thiese songs!!
When the stars go blue~Tyler Hilton n Bethany Joy Lenz
Superwoman~Gary Cao Ge
Only hope~Mandy Moore
Extraordinary~Liz Phair!!

tien wants me to sing when they is a persembahan then she play the piano!!!i takut but i wil do it if she wants!!she is damn cun in PIANO n DRUMZ MAN!!!:P

2moro nite!!!Yay!

2006-12-16T10:13:00.001-08:00

heyhey!!!2moro nite SUPERNATURAL!!hehe!!I wana watch!!!

hehe!!!love trhis guy!!!!

love this topmanmodel too!!

Today i din do much,juz woke up late!!!hehe!!ate lunch,watch tv till 8 pm then read my old diary!!!nlaugh to myself bout myself last time dat was so innocent n scared to do stuff!!:) well,im stilll now but less!!:) hehe!!well,walked to the shop n ate at te mamak stall!!haha!!then went to the playground to play swing!!!its nice.....so romantic but unfortunately i went wif my parents n sister!!!:( hmm.....then now online lo!!!!chatting wif hassan now!!!he thinks i have a bf!!!wakakkaa!!wat a funny joke!!well,i dream dat this guy is my bf!!!wakakakaka!!love hie yes!!!ehee!!!his white teeth!!!wakaka!!:) im in love wif a photo!!!haha!!!

Eragon!!!Love Garrett Hedlund!!!

2006-12-15T07:36:00.000-08:00

GREAT OUTING!!!:p

Today i went out wif sar!!to the curve for a change!!!always 1u!!!1u!!!1u!!!!BORING LA!!!so,first we went to McD's to eat lunch!!was starving like hell!!so we went to ikea to walk around first then we saw cik shirlena!!!the moment i saw her,my eyes juz open as wide as a ciku!!!wakaka!!then we sat next to her n chit chat!!she is going away!!!sob...sob... wont have any nice lawatan oredi!!!:( so at McD's,sar n i walked in n like always we order our food!!the we sat at the high stool!!hehe!!the after that we walked all the way to Cineleisure!!!the at the tunnel there was this guy promoting something!!!he sudedently said "i like ur necklace!!"to sar!!i was like laughing!!!sar told me dat he was lookin at her boobs while he said dat!!i was laughing when a guy caught my eye!!:P hhahaha!!he juz passed by dats all nothing special!!so,we walked in the hot sun to Cinelaisure!!then we bought the movie tickets n walked around coz it was early!!!sar,belanja me Lecka Lecka!!then we walked around.....i know dat aaron is workin there!!i asked him to go out wif us he said he is workin so i say ok lo....but jestnow i check out his shop!!!u know wat???HE WAS NOT WORKIN!!!like WTF!!he lied!!hey if sun wanna go out juz say dun wan!!no need to lie la!!!!BUGGER!!then sar said i like him pulak!!!wat la she!!!i dun like him!!!owh so then we went out to the bridge n chill there even though it was hot like hell!!!but we saw loads of ppl!!!we made fun of them n i showed her how emo looked like!!hehe!!after like 30 min over there,we went in n walked around!!!the 2 fuckin workers juz look at us n when they pass us one of them wissled!!!both had their eyes stuck to us!!!eww!!PERV!!!so we went in the cinema early!!!we sat at the couple seat!!!everyone was wif their partner but me n sar was the only one without!!!Wakakakakak!!!there is this cute guy in the movie his name is Gerrett Hedlund!!!his role is Murtagh!!!!cute~~pix??yeah i have!!!hehe!!

so in the middle of the show suddently there is this part where the dragon and eragon passed out!!!yeah so it was like a silent part the suddently this boy in front of us said out damn lout "sei cho lo??"(die oredi ah??)yeah he said dat loud n clear!!!it was damn funny!!!i juz laughed!!the show was like 103 min??yeah!!short i tot it would ne loooooooooooooong!!!but nah...it was short!!haha!!i lost my shoe in the cinema!!i took off my shoe n accidentally push it down so i was lookin for it but i cant!!!!i waited till the show ended n took it from the lower seats using my leg!!!haha!!funny!!

so we walked around n we end up at the bridge again!!!haha!!yeah!!like weirdos!!haha!!!we stayed there like 10 min so we chowed to the curve!!we went to nicci!!n i love this jacket that cost RM 89.90!!!1yeah!!DAMN EXPENSIVE!!!

yeah!!expensive!!but nice....make me look thin!!!!WAKAKAK!!love it!!!!!mayb i would get it for christmas!!!hehe!!:P so we walked pass echopark!!!n say some guys playin basketball there!!!NVM ALL OSO NOT HOT!!!Lil guys playin basketball!!BITCH JASH!!!HE SAID THE JASKET IS NOT FOR ME!!!!WAT DOES HE KNOW BOUT FASHION???!!!i hate him!!!

kay!!he ruin my mood oredi!!!

back to my day,it ws fun we went to Borders then mann called n bug for her PRESENTS like always we say we are not going to her house to send it then she called us fucker!!like wtf??!!!desperate for presents pulak!!!UNTIL GO N FORCE US TO GIVE HER PERSENT!!!!kay!!!dats all bout 2day!!!:)

My Vietnam Trip!!!CANCELED!!!

2006-12-13T21:50:00.000-08:00

My vietnam trip!!was canceled!!!no!!i was planing on buying alot of stuff from there!!!hiaz....so now i have to go to tuition!!!!!hah!!dat day i went to KLCC!!i bought a nice bangle!!!

i love my new bangle!!!thanks Tien!! for helpin me wif my blogskin!!i dun feel like going to Planetshakers tonite!!well,Jash,matt n adrian is going!!but i dun wanna b the only gurl going........:(

Latest news!!!SAR HAS A BF!!heheehe!!online bf.... she wan me to talk to him today!!hmm....i wonder how is he??!!i dun really fancy online bf's but im happy for her!!

Mann is soooooooooooooooooooo desperate for PREZZIES!! until every time i chat wif her,she always asks me for her present!!!hmm...i will buy for u le mann!!

a few days ago i went to KLCC to meet my auntie!!i saw this really hot poster

its from topman!!WOW!!love the model!!his have a really hot lip ring!!!hotness!!!his hot too!!!but unfortunately i duno wats his name!!DAMN!!

Well,i wanted to go out wif my fren 2moro!!!i wanna see wat A is doin!!!annoying jerk!!!I wanna go to The Curve,Ikea.Ikano.n Cineleisure!!wanna shop at Nicci!!!yeah!!hehe!!

My bday last month!!!

2006-12-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

here are some photos of my bday for u ppl!!!

photos!!

frm left to right:stella.ummal.sar n me!!

jash n i before the party!!

from left to right:me,mann,sar,jash n adrian!!!

dreams are sweet!!!

2006-11-17T01:20:00.000-08:00

today woke up at 1pm!!hehe!!was too tired to go for a jog this mornin coz yesterday i went oredi wif my mum n sis!!too bad that park dun have any cute guys!!haha!!only ond ppl!!coz normaly guys play sports rite??hmm.....oh well.......last nite i dreamt bout this cute guy!!!i dunno who he is but i know when he smile at me...........OMG!!!Gorgeous!!haha!!!but he dun talk much!!!hehe!!alrite...................dont u think emo guys are hot???i juz love their hair!!!juz look at the pic!!!OMG!!wouldnt ur heart juz melt if u see a photo like this????herm........never met a emo guy dat is as gorgeous as him in malaysia!!!eh...wait!!at 1 Utama!!!working at a magician shop at the 2nd floor new wing!!!haha!!!yeah!!his cute!!!haha!!!well,my bday is like next week n like i need to bake my own cake but i still dun have a bday cake in mind!!mayb i will juz bake the Chocolate Marshmallow cake huh???yum yum!!im like scared if my party is like erm....lame.....i guess we are only going to play water la!!!!or if anything dat pops into my head huh??I LOVE GREEN!!THE BEST PRESENT ON MY BDAY IS BEING ASKED OUT!!HAHA!!!juz ask me to dream on!!!haha!!well,my frenz mann n sar are coming early to help!!!how sweet of them!!!hehe!!i will mayb going to decorate the house abit!!!i will post some pictures of my party on wed mayb!!!haha!!I LOVE LIP RINGS!!!HEHE!!I LOVE U!!OK!!until now only!!tata!!